Title: Love and a Little White Lie
Author: Tammy L. Gray
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Series: #1 A State of Grace
Publisher: Bethany House
Release date: 4 August 2020
Pages: 368
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About the Book
January Sanders grew up believing karma was more reliable than an imaginary higher power, but after suffering her worst heartbreak in 29 years, she’s open to just about anything, including taking a temporary position at her aunt’s church. Keeping her lack of faith a secret, January is determined to use her photographic memory to help Grace Community’s overworked staff, all while scraping herself off rock bottom.
What she doesn’t count on is meeting the church’s handsome and charming guitarist, who not only is a strong believer, but has also dedicated his life to Christian music. It’s a match set for disaster, and yet January has no ability to stay away, even if it means pretending to have faith in a God she doesn’t believe in.
Only this time, keeping secrets isn’t as easy as she thought it would be. Especially when she’s constantly running into her aunt’s landscape architect, who seems to know everything about her past and present sins and makes no apologies about pushing her to deal with feelings she’d rather keep buried.
Torn between two worlds incapable of coexisting, can January find the healing that’s eluded her or will her resistance to the truth ruin any chance of happiness?
Excerpt
When I asked [my aunt] about the pesky little detail regarding my faith, or lack thereof, she waved a hand and said, “Who knows what the Lord will do in a few months? If they hire you, then it’s God’s plan, and I’m not about to stand in His way.“
She talks about God’s plan a lot. My mom thinks she’s an ignorant fool to waste so much time and money on a social club with rules, or so she calls the church. But even I have to admit, God’s plan has worked out pretty well for her. Doreen’s been married thirty-five years, adopted two boys after dealing with infertility, and is now welcoming her second grandbaby.
“Did she also talk to you about the temporary nature of the job?” His brow creases like it would really bother him if I were to feel misled.
His concern brings an unwelcome measure of guilt and makes the long hair I pulled into a tight bun suddenly feel stiff and itchy. While I promised my aunt I wouldn’t lie if directly asked about my beliefs, I have no intention of offering up something that would unquestionably disqualify me for the position.
“Yes, Doreen explained that you’re looking for someone part-time for a few months to provide administrative support to one of your staff members who’s been ‘drowning,’ as she called it.”
“That’s actually a very good assessment of the situation. Which is why I see no reason to delay.” He scoots forward and puts out his hand. “Welcome to the team.”
“That’s it?” The words slip out before I can stop them. “You don’t have any questions about my qualifications? My schooling?”
I realize I left him hanging when he pulls back his unreturned handshake and picks up my rèsumè from the coffee table. “Your background is perfect—multiple jobs and skill sets. I spoke with your old boss yesterday, and he said you broke an old man’s heart and that he’d take you back in a millisecond if you wanted. And . . .” He shrugs. “You come with the highest of recommendations from a woman I absolutely respect. That’s good enough for me.”
My mouth opens, then closes again.
I can’t believe it. Me, January Sanders, only daughter of Cassidy Burch, who is a self-professed atheist and currently on husband number four, is now a part of organized religion.
Review
It seems highly ironic to begin a review of a book titled Love and a Little White Lie by applauding it’s authenticity, but that’s exactly what I’m going to do. Everything about this novel felt so authentic, from the first person, present tense voice of the main character, January, through to the various struggles each of the characters encounters and January’s own unsuspecting journey to faith. And the delightful paradox is, while January was undoubtedly living out a little white lie (that turned out to be not so little after all), she was actually becoming authentic in meaningful ways she didn’t even realise until the end of the story.
But I should probably back up a moment, because world-weary January Sanders is not your typical romance novel heroine, particularly in the Christian fiction genre. She’s grown up with an atheist mother, and though she’s not hostile toward Christianity, she’s not interested in being converted either. But then, she’s never before encountered the kind of authentic (yes, there’s that word again) Christianity she finds at Grace Community Church. The kind that faces the same struggles with health, relationships, loss, and ambition as every other human on the planet. The kind that shows…well, grace.
There’s a very real danger of spoilers if I get more specific in my praise of this novel than I have been above, particularly in relation to the romantic thread of the story, but I will say I loved everything about that too. It subtly subverts some of the tried and not-so-true clichès romance novels tend to promulgate, but really, I can’t say any more than that without it being a spoiler. But…oh, it was so satisfying to get to that ending! It brought everything together, including that very important theme of authenticity and honesty—especially authentic romantic love.
I can’t wait for the next book in this series!
I received a copy of this novel from the publisher. This has not influenced the content of my review, which is my honest and unbiased opinion.
About the Author
Tammy L. Gray lives in the Dallas area with her family, and they love all things Texas, even the erratic weather patterns. She writes modern Christian romance with true-to-life characters and culturally-relevant plot lines. She believes hope and healing can be found through high quality fiction that inspires and provokes change.
When not chasing after her three amazing kids, Tammy can be spotted with her head in a book. Writing has given her a platform to combine her passion with her ministry.
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Oooo, this sounds good, nice review, Katie.
Yes! Yes! YES!!! This. Book. I had no idea when I started how this story would turn in a completely different direction than I thought, but I was riveted throughout. What a breath of fresh air this book is in the Christian fiction genre. At the end in the acknowledgments, the author said that she had planned to stop writing two years ago. Thankfully, her writing partners and more importantly God would not allow her to do so, otherwise we would’ve missed an extraordinary tale that needed to be told. So thrilled you liked it as much as I did.
So glad you enjoyed it too!
Excellent review, Katie! Sounds like a must read.
Definitely! And thank you 🙂
Excellent review. I loved this book so much! It is a refreshing read. 🙂
Refreshing is exactly the word! And thank you!